The Wednesday essays

Permission given in theory and permission inhabited in practice are two completely different things. The first is a decision. The second is what you do with the decision. And the distance between them is larger than most people expect.

You cleared a morning for the thing that matters. Sat down. Started. Something happened — a phone call, a school run, the weight of a Tuesday. The morning closed before you'd used it. You told yourself you'd try again next week. That was three months ago. Or six. Or two years. This essay is about you.